.. why did i get excited about waking up "late" at 0430am this morning. .. new low

Time-Wasters

Day 4 without facebook.. im getting tempted to re-activate the account, but I've realized how much time i spent on facebook and it's gotten rid of about 50% of my distractions. What's funny is that i figured my social life would lack, but it hasnt been affected much at all since I still talk to my closest friends. the one sacrifice i am making is losing touch with those "2nd tier" (regular friends) or "3rd tier" (acquaintances) friends i would check up on once in a while (read: stalk). All in all, it's for the best interests of me studying for the boards. I'll prob come back in June, when I've gotten used to not checking on it as much.

And LeechBlock -- a mozilla firefox add-on -- is a lifesaver. It can block websites of your choosing for a certain amount of time, in order to increase productivity. For example, I have my google reader/espn/cnn/cnnsi/hulu/mininova/etc on the list of blocked sites and anytime i have the urge to go to the sites, it brings up a "Site Blocked" page and i remember i can't visit those sites to procrastinate.

Noise

I never thought 'noise' could be so calming. I recommend checking out SimplyNoise.com and using one of their "noises" for relaxation/background noise/etc. My personal favorite is Brown noise that oscillates. It is a warm and full sounding noise that isn't harsh -- and on oscillate it sounds like a beach.

I've also de-activated facebook in an attempt to get rid of all my distractions in preparation for USMLE Step 1 studying and the hell that will hit the fan as soon as the boards are done (3rd year clerkships).

i was talking to one of my classmates and the question came up.. what would you do if you werent becoming a doctor??

me: a sound engineer/producer and a restaurateur

Snow in march

1) not a fan of snow in march.. to me, march = spring = sun and rain..

2) in less than 3 months i will be taking Step 1 of the USMLE.. and i will be 1/3 of the way towards a real medical license. scary.

3) there is no #3

music: Armin van Buuren - A State of Trance 2006

Current thoughts:
-The cold is finally here.
-I finally have motivation to study and do well in med school (only took a year and a half), rather than being the passive learner who's just trying to get by.
-I'm actually going home for the first time since June.. still haven't seen some HS friends since graduation (2004) -- im over it now
-The Bucs are rolling and i get to go to 3 games this year!
-to MBA or not to MBA..??



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Now playing: Poloroid - So Damn Beautiful

now that im lactose intolerant.. i feel like my television teases me when it shows ice cream commercials. effin bastards.

Music: AmpLive - RainyDayz Remixes